I will often look at this cute little, smiley, guy and think how we almost didn't have him. After we had a girl and a boy we were done. But then we changed our minds. It's hard to believe now that we didn't want anymore children. But God knew better. Then when we decided we did want another child I had 2 miscarriages in a row. I began to think that maybe this was a sign that we weren't meant to have another child and we shouldn't tempt fate. But we gave it one more try and got this little guy! How could we even think that it was our chose or our decision? God knew he would exist. God knew he would be the happiest and smiley-est baby we have ever had. God had already picked out his wife before we even knew he would exist. God knew we would have him. He planted a seed in my heart yearning for him so that when he arrived at the perfect time he would be welcomed with open arms into our family. I tried to burry that seed and suppress the yearning. Praise God I have a husband who wouldn't let me. Who said it was ok to feel that way and who wanted another baby too.
I took him to Portrait Innovations for these adorable pictures. I think they turned out so cute.
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